paradise

I want my paradise
I'm tired not having any1 besides
Wana dream but dream about what?
When there's no one who takes me out of my gloom.

I smile a lot,I try to laugh often
But the smile that I smile
The laughing gurgle that i make
Is something that is new and totally fake

Fake i had thought I'll never be
I'm a person who is epitome of genuinity!!
But the waves of time just washed by
The real me,the Mary,the symbol of purity.
The litmus that my life wants
Someone who could hit and win the bronze.
But Alas!Guess its not meant to be
I'm me and this is my destiny.