I request you God

I request you God
With all that iv got
Please make my heart alive again
Nothing was wrong until that morn'

And the one thing that you wanted me to realise
Has been pretty well imprinted inside
Like a flower is dead without sunlight
I'm gone if he is not alright

Had promised that i won't cry
and surely won't moan
But God how do you expect me to just take
I thought he was my life and sure is today
And I cannot handle just letting it go away
Maybe you thought that i was brave enough
But God my bravery is slipping away

So i request you God
With all my heart
Don't do this to me and him
What will i do for rest of my life
WhenI don't even have my life with me here to stay!
He said,'You are so lucky'
To have got what you want
He said,'I'll kill you,if you ever went off'

What do you want me to say to this?
When you are planning to go away
Who will say im very lucky
Whose shoulder will i have for me to get saved?
Howe dare you do something so wrong?
When you had promised we'll stay along?

What do u expect me to do
Where do you want me to go
Who will be with me for ever
If you decide to just go off

You have to promise and have to get back
If not for yourself
Atleast think bout the someon
Who was stubborn enough to want to be your girl