PLEASE TRY TO SEE ME

I feel like going to a place unknown
Where there is no one to be known
I'm tired in this presumptuous world
Where u have to put a facet to have yourself loved
I'm not what the other think I'm
But poor me caught in this vicious circle have to act
According to whim and fancies of others
According to what they think I'm

Some say I'm smart
Some say I'm not
Some say i'll go places
And other think what not
But hey I'm an ordinary being
I'm not a beauty queen neither am i a champion of champion
Don't even think ill create history
But here I'm still trying to appease and taking in the comments which i know isn't me.