scared

Had thought that i was reaching there ,
but suddenly i realised that i have retraced.
I was happy and gay ,
Had thought that at least something is on its way,
but now its dicey and I'm like
Hey,don't scare me God!!
Please i don't want to turn my way .

I'm trying hard and i know that I'm
but still i feel that the spark has started replenishing and the motivation has passed its age......