Relations

one day you meet a person and you decide you just cannot live without that person.All the time he is the one who is on your mind,you promise him the stars ,the moon and everything.You start dreaming a future with him....your life together.....being together in hard times....and good times....making babies together....bringing them up together.

And then you realise that maybe you made a mistake and then it just ends,just ends.............................................

EXPRESSION

Watched a movie today,it made me think that its really amazing how strong a fragile woman could be.I always used to think that we girls are so weird,that we don't have self respect.We cry whenever our boy friends don't take our calls,we can say it all through the day that we love them.Sometimes we even make blunders,expressing our feelings to a ruthless chap.
But when i personally got into a relation i realised ,that its not stupidity but you need all the courage in the world to open up to a person.
I've met a lot of guys in my short life span.For many things i envy them but still one thing makes me question is that though they might have all the freedom in the world but still they are short of one thing and that is expressing themselves.
It comes so easily to us to say ,"I LOVE YOU and CANNOT STAY WITHOUT YOU" but for the same thing for a guy to say might take all the will power he might have.
They do love you and maybe cannot stay without you but they cannot express it the way girls can.

"Maybe that's why they tend to become the best romantic lyrisist,maybe because the words which they couldn't say to their love expressed on the page".
Think about it.It should be thought........

cycles

when we are born the first person who we see becomes our world.Our mother she is everything to us.we think we cannot live without her.She is our soul and our future.We just cannot live without her..........
And then there comes people.Friends,teachers and few who have no relation but still they take away a part which was meant for the Mother.

Hats off to all those people who though don't have everything but still they have the ultimate thing and that is the will power, to endure their sufferings with a smile.I meet so many people who mite not be someone you might call fortunate but it amazes me to see that how can they be so strong and knowingly as well as unknowingly you really are forced to ask God that why has he done this to such a nice fellow!!!
Once a man after his death went to God.The God said you have been a nice fella so ask me any secret that has mystified you when you were on Earth.The man asked"Lord you gave me money and you did give me love.I never had to think about fighting about any necessity but still you didn't give me everything.I was able to give anything to anyone but the person whose wish i wanted to fulfill,i could not.I loved my daughter but with all the money in the world i could not make her walk.Why did you do this to a person who could never see anybody sad.Why did you do this?You made her a cripple,when even i would have withered with the same illness! "
Do you know what God said? He said,"you are asking me a question whose answer you yourself gave!!"
The man couldn't understand and then God elaborated,"i give pain to only those who can bear it and the people who cannot bear it they don't get the same kind of pains."
Maybe this story is right because when you see the people who suffer you realise that these people are masters and have over powered there short comings in a way that would have been impossible for us.

Transactory

I am really amazed today.Want to know the reason 4 my amazement?If any1 could tell me where i could find God,i just once would like to talk to him and ask him that why had he created us and the love between us if in the end he had to just take our loved ones away 4rm us? When u see somebody in agony when one of there loved one had left them for the unknown,Ur compelled to think that v may fight for so much and we characterize everything as ours and yours but still the agony is that nothing,really nothing belongs to anybody.Even the fingers through which i type could be taken away any day.....God,will we ever be able to understand him??????

Anger

sometimes u just wish u had a big gun in your hand by which u could kill whoever goes against you and once your anger is under control you wish you could just hide from the same world you were ready to demolish.Strange isn't?? Don't you wonder how did the great master built so many different kinds of feelings all together in a single human being?
When he would have been in the procedure of manufacturing humans he must have been a busy person because there are so many varied feelings in a single person.Feels like applauding the great chap who is sitting above is and is watching as and manoeuvring us according to his game plan.We are tycoons,leaders and what not but still we are just puppets in HIS hands.Amazing isn't???????